All quiet and alone
My body groans.
My mind jumps from memories to worries
No rest for thee.
I'm sorry body
Will you ever forgive me?
It's like my mind is out me kill me
It doesn't want me to sleep
So I have to sit
and listen to it think.
The clock stares me down,
I must get some sleep.
The body captured by
My mind
It has gained control.
And there by my side
The little blue things lay.
So tempted for relief
I reach out to them
I sallow the water
And comfort I drank,
But spit the pills out before they sank,
I don't need you I shouted
And turned on the dark.
So little and useless I play no part
But I must return my mind to my heart.
My mind is spiralling
Not stopping to think,
I reach out again
And decide I must drink.
The pills slide down my throat,
My ambition groaned,
My mind turned over to those little pills alone.
Always on pills
Never living off gods will.
For the pills will never stand still.
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