It descends on me like darkness
Creeping in stealthily
To consume, invade
My body and mind
I cannot stop it
It comes...
My chest feels heavy,
Tight
I want to move,
Have to move -
But where to go?
What to do?
I feel like jumping out of my skin...
My thoughts are tangled,
Confused
I cannot separate them,
I cannot think.
The world attacks me,
Bombards me
I feel everything,
See everything,
Hear everything...
There is too much
It hurts
I want it to stop.
I cannot be in the world,
With others
It is too hard
I overload,
Shut down,
Become immobile...
I pull inside myself
And wait for it to end.
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